It doesn't beat california
It's never beaten anyone
But I'd spend my whole life just waiting here
It bums me out cause you said it best
When I get worked up
I'm a fucking mess
But I hope somehow you'll try to understand

I can feel it slipping through my bones
I know we're perfectly alone
But it's not like I could live without you here

It's getting easy to feed these thoughts when you ditch me for drinks in a parking lot
Well I know you all mean well but
This is shit
Do my best to face the facts
But when I feel left out
All I do is react
I guess this is just how I'll always be