Who will I be left with?

I feel a sadness so familiar
I can't begin to climb out
The happiness I began to feel
Is shreds of smiles filled with doubt
Walk my road, drown my sorrows
In pointless media
My affection is borrowed
From emotionless touch

Yeah what will I become?
When my heavy heart leaves me
Oouh
Left alone with everything that I could be
If the melancholy brought on by the rain
Could leave me now
And never come back again
Who will I be left with?

Who will I be left with?
I can't begin to tеll you how sick
I've been waiting for the end of this
The wavеs of depression
It ebbs and flows like an ocean
What do I believe, without my confidence?
I know my joy is in the now
But time becomes my biggest enemy
Is this the process of healing?

Yeah what will I become?
When my heavy heart leaves me
Oouh
Left alone with everything that I could be
If the melancholy brought on by the rain
Could leave me now
And never come back again
Who will I be left with?
Who will I be left with?
Who will I be left with?

Woah
Woah
Hahaha

Where can I begin?
How can I begin again?
I'll find myself
Put it back together
I'll get better

Yeah, what will I become?
Yeah, what will I become?
Yeah, what will I become?
When my heavy heart leaves me
Oouh
Left alone with everything that I could be
If the melancholy brought on by the rain
Could leave me now
And never come back again
Who will I be left with?