Still awake and I'm losing track
Of the time that I've wasted.
Now I'm looking back
On the would've been,
Could've been, should've been that.
Instead my pride turned me into a dirty rat.

Maybe I could've made better choices.
But we know there's no fun in that.
Dizzy and paranoid I hear the voices
Of the one's that want me back.
Got a ride on a one way track
On train straight to hell never coming back!
I ride alone!

Only take but I don't give back
All years that I'm wasted.
And I'm sorry that...
Know I could've been
Better than all of that crap.
It is what it is,
No way to take it back.

Maybe I could've made better choices.
But we know there's no fun in that.
Dizzy and paranoid I hear the voices
Of the one's that want me back
Got a ride on a one way track
On train straight to hell never coming back!
I ride alone!
Been looking for a better day
For a long time!
No, don't look back!

Farther and further down
Farther and further down
Farther and further down... Down
Down!!
Got a ride on a one way track
On train straight to hell never coming back!
I ride alone!
Been looking for a better day
For a long time!
No, don't look back!