G#m B C#
G#m B C#


[Verse 1]
G#m                        B
 in a world that's full of hope
    C#    G#m
why am I alone?
                    B
had this feeling so long
     C#        G#m
my serotonin's gone
                B
even when I get high
       C#        G#m
why do I feel so low?
                  B       C#
never good at goodbyes, I hold on..

  E
I hate the man
  F#               G#m
I see when I see myself
                D#
a reflection of hell..


[Chorus]
  G#m
I told myself it’s different
     B
it’s so hard to believe
  E
I know that I won’t change so
  F#
I sold another dream..

        G#m
all the lives I told
    B               E
are burning holes inside..
      D#m                 E
and I don’t, I don’t know why..
          D#
I broke a promise to myself..


[Verse 2]
G#m               B
 as I stand here again
    C#         G#m
all covered in mud
                       B
and I’m drenched in my sins
     C#       G#m
what have I become?
           B
I said the last time
     C#          G#m
that would be my last time
                B       C#
not good at goodbyes, I hold on

E
If I jumped off this
C#m                      G#m
ledge would you catch my fall?
                  D#
would you care at all?


[Chorus]
  G#m
I told myself it’s different
     B
it’s so hard to believe
  E
I know that I won’t change so
  F#
I sold another dream..

        G#m
all the lives I told
    B               E
are burning holes inside..
      D#m                 E
and I don’t, I don’t know why..
          D#
I broke a promise to myself..


[Bridge]
E                  C#m
 all the stages of shaken
                        G#m
all the roads that I’ve taken
wondering if I can really make it
F#
feeling so depressed
I’ve been humbled and humiliated..

E                      C#m
 all the truth I’ve mistaken
                         G#m
for the things I thought saved me
It’s like nobody knows
   D#
at any given second
I feel like I might explode..


[Chorus]
  G#m
I told myself it’s different
     B            C#
it’s so hard to believe
  G#m
I know that I won’t change so
  B
I sold another dream..

        G#m
all the lives I told
    B               E
are burning holes inside..
      F#                  G#m B E
and I don’t, I don’t know why..
      D#                  E
and I don’t, I don’t know why..
          D#
I broke a promise to myself..