Fighting with anxiety a pointless war inside of me
How come I hate the ones I love, taking pills it's not enough
Fighting with anxiety a pointless war inside of me
How come I hate the ones I love, taking pills it's not enough

I'm so numb it's a tragedy, hooked on a tendency
Can't get rid of these dark thoughts in my head why do you snuff me out
Mix the good times with the bad
Tell me when did I become so sad

Flicking channels on the TV
Just to see the static shining through
Choking on depression it stabs so deep
Straight through my ribs, it feels like I'm breaking

Flashing blue and white in my eyes
I hear my fans begging for more
More of the sad times
I've never sunk this low

It feels like my hearts on the floor
Chuck it out it's going cold
See friends and the faces that I used to love
They pass by straight in a blink

I know they still want me to keep going
I will carry on
Fighting with anxiety a pointless war inside of me
How come I hate the ones I love, taking pills it's not enough

I'm so numb it's a tragedy, hooked on a tendency
Can't get rid of these dark thoughts in my head why do you snuff me out
Fighting with anxiety a pointless war inside of me
How come I hate the ones I love, taking pills it's not enough

I'm so numb it's a tragedy, hooked on a tendency
Can't get rid of these dark thoughts in my head why do you snuff me out
Staying afloat with best friends by my side
Yeah they know what it's like when

I feel like I'm not coping
I'm sinking down into your red eyes
Yeah your fingers in my soul
Yeah I've never felt this cold

So numb from the pain
Shutting down, block it all away
Closing the doors to my house
Yeah I'm in too deep

Watching the water rise
Above my neck, I can't catch my breath
When will I get a break
No, I don't wanna take

Medication to make me sane
Yeah I wanna be free
Fighting with anxiety a pointless war inside of me
How come I hate the ones I love, taking pills it's not enough

I'm so numb it's a tragedy, hooked on a tendency
Can't get rid of these dark thoughts in my head why do you snuff me out
Fighting with anxiety a pointless war inside of me

How come I hate the ones I love, taking pills it's not enough
I'm so numb it's a tragedy, hooked on a tendency
Can't get rid of these dark thoughts in my head why do you snuff me out