I am drowning in worry this blurry December
I don't want this to bleed on out into next year
In the daze, I am trying struggling to remember
How it was when my heart left, no room for fear

I just don't want the world to leave me behind
At least wait till I put on my wings
Who doesn't long for bigger things?

But I'm anxious and envious
Of people who live like they'll die tonight
And I'm careless and restless
And I wish I could just close my eyes and fly

Winter comes and it goes and I won't ever feel it
All I have is this jacket and a mildly cool breeze
I know life's been swell, I've been treated well
But for once, I just want to be brave
Dive into the sea, and ride the waves

But I'm anxious and envious
Of people who live like they'll die tonight
And I'm careless and restless
And I wish I could just close my eyes and fly

Da da da da da
Oh, I will fly tonight
Da da da da da
Wish I could fly tonght

I am drowning in worry this blurry December
I don't want this to bleed on out into next year

But I'm anxious and envious
Of people who live like they'll die tonight
And I'm careless and restless
And I wish I could just close my eyes and fly

Da da da da da
Oh, I will fly tonight
Da da da da da
Wish I could fly tonght